In times of need It seems like no one is around. I know my family is there, yet they dont show that they really even care. So alone is how I feel...I wish things werent so hard at times.I didnt go to work today, I didn't go pretty much all last week due to being sick. Feeling better, not so blah now, just restless in my own mind. Not wanting to be around many people, or in public. Anxiety is once again hitting me hard. All I can do is try to cry, but it feels like nothing will come out. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow, only a checkup, blood results and refill on perscriptions. I guess I'll see how it all goes. I'm gonna go lay down cause I feel really drained.
In the midnight hours I lay awake thinking of the days that used to fill my soul with light. over the days that have come and gone I've grown a little weaker with each step. A step into the darkness that surrounds my heart and my soul.
I pray for the angles to hear me and take me away, let me be ok from all this rage that fills my soul. I want to break from the listless memories that are inside of me.
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